Totally back from my hiatus

My final examination is completely over incase any of you were wondering. I am deeply sorry for the long hiatus as I needed the space to study. No worries, I'm back and although I might not post just as much, your continuous support means a lot to me!

A word of thanks to those who have prayed for me and have wished me good luck on my exams, It meant a lot to me and because of it, I was sort of able to answer my exams with ease. It was a tough exam I must admit even though I'm an art student, art was not easy either and having to draw anything alive for me was tough. I made it through anyway despite the odd challenges along the way.

A once in a life time experience I might add, I sure do hope I won't fail this examination as I would not be willing to sit for it again, ever. 

With that said, I have ended my high school years!

NOW FOR ADULT LIFE AND TAXES AND TOLLS AND OTHER ENORMOUS THINGS I HAVE TO GO THROUGH UNTIL I DIE. 

Sounds fun. *nods in despair*

Ending high school with the people I am deeply close with is by far the best memory I'll ever have. Landing in art stream, I'd never expect to be in a class full of whack people who were similar to me; crazy, fun, sometimes unresponsive but nonetheless a great team, We all had something in common which was our love for food, music and the similarity in family feuds we'd share. A good company my classmates were and will always be. Not forgetting the teachers, they have been the best guidance in all of my school years despite the times I would not complete the work they'd give me, I really appreciated all of their effort to help us and never to judge us. The never ending line "Kamu semua boleh berjaya"(All of you are able to succeed" followed by "Janji jangan malas"(Just don't be lazy")

Words I'll never forget for the rest of my life.

It feels as if it were all a dream, me; ending high school. I feel as though I'm still this kid who hasn't known much of the world yet but I will take this as a challenge to get to know the world.

During high school, there will always be ups and downs. There will also come a day when you'll lose people dear to you but surely enough, people who are meant to be in your next chapter will appear and you'll treasure them as they would in return. Learn to mix around, to get to know people and never miss an opportunity to stand out because in a few years time, the only person who's going to remember these priceless memories, is you. I've lost many people along my journey ending high school and yes, it was painful but I took it gracefully and in return I gained so much more but at the same time, I treasured every tremendous memory I've had from my past because I wouldn't be who I am without the people of my past. I learned to be myself and I've learned to go for the things that I want to pursue without having to mindlessly follow others. 

Despite having a love hate relationship for school, I'll always miss it and the teachers who've sacrificed their time and energy for us too, I'd go back to the last day if I could and tell everyone how much of a positive impact they've had in my life. To end this mushy post, high school was weird but I enjoyed it so I give it a 9.5 rating. No, I'm kidding, school's a 10. <3

WHAT A WAY TO END A POST! 

Till I type again! 

Happiness?

Hiatus? Maybe for about a month I was on hiatus due to school and other complicated stuff!
I'm unable to update as frequently as I would but I will try my best(COS THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID)

Happiness? ..
There are so many ways to define what happiness is; each person has their own view of what makes them happy.
What makes me happy if anyone's wondering?
The little things that people do for me or remember about me and countless of other lovely things.
It doesn't have to be in the form of anything materialistic, the thought of anyone remembering me is enough to make me happy.

There are countless things to be happy about and I don't see any reason why we can't be happy about it.

So what makes you happy?
Think about it and do whatever it takes to make yourself happy but always remember it should be for the right reasons

<3

HAPPY MARCH

Hello and Happy March, everyone!

I know, it's been a while and i've been on hiatus for a bit because of the amount of work I've had to do, but I have not fully abandoned  this blog. If you're still reading this, thank you, from the bottom of my heart. 

High school has nailed me to the ground with work, but in full honesty, I don't mind. I'm thankful to Allah that I've managed to cope with the work that has been given to me, although I lack in certain abilities like being able to finish certain tasks but the will to try and do it, it's there.

I'm slightly shaken that I've come a long way and I'm surprised that I've made it this far,

shockingly, I never expected it without the help of Allah and everyone else who has made a huge impact in my life.

And I am thankful for it.

Besides all that, I have been compiling all of my work that I find are worthy of well, compiling; into one photo book so I will be able to place it where people will be able to see my work on the day of my school's Graphic Exhibition which will be held on April, 4th 2015 and I will be doing a photography booth.

This is my last year in High school, I'd like to make it the best memory before I leave. :)

Pray for the best!!

Promise me you'll try and make your day as memorable as possible?

I'd like to see you happy even if the day seems as if it's not, make it happen. I know YOU can do that.

SEE YOU! <3 <3

What If It Were Different

The most terrifying species is the human race sometimes...we always tend to hate the bad side of people, we talk bad about them and we become the poison to another person until we've pushed them too far. We poison them even when they've only tried to do good, we poison them from their past mistakes, we poison them for life in our hearts and minds for something they have no control of or the little mistakes that they have done. And when they fall ill, rarely anyone will know because they suffered alone, the poison continues eating them from the inside. And when they are gone and everyone knows, somehow they seem to act as if they were saints. They'd start to regret every little thing they have said and done but it's too late now.

What if we flipped that around this time? Instead of making fun of someone, hurting them or spreading unwanted lies or even true things, why can't we be nice to even the most unpleasant people. Why don't we try looking at the positive things that people have instead of the negative.

To me, it's no use if you tell people you are religious if you lack empathy, love and everything positive. At least try to say something good, be nice and not rude. Never forget to say sorry even if you haven't done anything wrong and never forget to forgive. Make someone happy and help someone, they will never forget that and in return kindness will come back to you. Let's be what real humans atr meant to be.

Happy Late New Year 2015!

I'm sorry for the lack of posts during the holidays but I hope everyone has been doing fine lately. I was doing sort of fine.

So I know all of you heard of the "New Year", I mean who hasn't, right? *jokes aside*

WELCOME TO 2015! 

A new page!

Although for us Muslims we've already had our New Years but this is a Universal New Year for everyone in general. I would assume that all of you must have a New Year's resolution and what you are hoping to achieve this year and I am sure every one of you will be able to achieve it. 

I don't have much to say but I'd like to remind all of you that you can achieve anything if you set your mind to it. Do not let people stop you from doing good or trying to be successful in life. Start your year with better people around you and to be more helpful. Tell yourself you are worth more than what people assumed you to be. Start an act of kindness and in return it will circulate back to you. Advise to help and not to hurt. Always try to give a helping hand even if it is the person you are not entirely fond of. Read a new book , write down your memories of every day in a journal, take pictures every day during your adventures and do anything new, everyday. 

It's possible if we try. 

Don't forget to love more and more and to remind others that you care about them. Never forget to forgive even the slightest of things people have done to hurt you. 

Just to tell everyone to have a good year and to always be careful and to just be happy.

I might not be able to update that often because this year is really an important year for me because I have this exam that will probably determine my future. I really need all the prayers for every one of you and in return I will pray for you as well, even if I do not know you, God does.

Thank you in advance for your prayers and have a gooooood year ahead! :3

THROWBACK!

Gloomy Saturday

Despite the gloomy weather today, I try my best to fill it up with positive things and of course, fun things. It's raining so going out of the house is a bit troublesome at this time. So, the internet takes me away or simply just hanging out with my mum and talk loads. And then I remembered, WE HAVE COCONUT JUICE in the fridge! 

Coconut juice and internet for me is haven, sort of but I'm with my mum and my two cats right about now. You can still hear the little pitter patter of raindrops that hit against the window. Enjoyable really and this post is pointless but I just wanted to tell you I had coconut and it was raining and that I've been looking to the positive side of things. I just don't want to let things ruin my happiness. 

MY COCONUT

       

Droplets of rain 

I hope you enjoyed my pointless post. 

I just want to get the message out there that any day can be a good day, it's about how we look at things and what we make of it!

Spend your time wisely and fill it in with the best things that will make you happy. 

Minor flu but I got books!

Bad news is that I've come down with the flue? Or just a minor bug that's eating me on the inside. Just kidding but my ear, nose and especially my throat are killing me. Been numbing it with Ice-cream. Good news is that yesterday I went for the Big Bad Wolf Book fair/sale and bought loads of books and puzzles. By the way, I must've caught that minor bug attack during the time of the book fair because there were many people, maybe. lol BOOKS THOUGH!

Normally these pretty little pocket puzzles would be too costly but not this time.

Got myself four different types because I can. 

Random books. Not really. I quite like what the story was about anyway.

Mum grabbed this book for me, she guessed it would be useful if I were to 

continue and take Graphic Design. :)

A book of coronation questions, I don't know why I got that.

Another book my mum chose because I suck at math.

Basically a lot of books to help improve my photography and an understanding of it.

Cupcake recipes book because I need more ideas.

A huge book with all the greatest logo designs because I need an idea of 

how to make a logo for next year's exhibition.

LASTLY,

BADGES!!! WHO DOES NOT LOVE THEM?!

Also, I have finished my commissions now on to the CARDS and revising on my school books

T_T Nuuuuuu.

That's all for tonight. I'm sick and sleepy but I'll be going again tomorrow. 

Alhamdulillah, Allah has given enough rezeki to my family for us to be able to afford books to gain more knowledge. :)

PEACE OUT YO!

Hiatus & Pet Peeves

I was on hiatus for a very, very, very long time. I'm sorry for that.
After exams I just needed a break from my blog and the seemingly useless advice I would normally give. While I was away, I was just working on my photography and other artsy things to numb the pain in my mind and to numb other things that have hurt me. In the process I just wanted to heal myself so I did.

One of my biggest pet peeves is listening to people who don't practice what they preach. I'm really sorry if that came off as offensive but it really burns my guts to listen to someone brag on and on about a certain thing and how they find it wrong and the next thing you know it, doing what they so called said was "wrong". Please don't hurt our brains for that.

I'll be fair, I am very appreciative towards people that do talk advice and such but if you aren't going to practice what you preach, what is the point? If you advise people on not to do certain things then you should practice what you speak as well. I've probably met a few people who go on and on about how they hate fake people but is it not fake when you're talking trash behind a friend's back and putting a fake smile when you're in front of them? That's hypocrisy right then and there.
I'm very disappointed in the amount of people who claim they can give the best advice but are only hurting the one's with the real problems. And no, not you, unless you felt hurt reading this then maybe you have to look at yourself as well.

That's one of my biggest pet peeves. What is yours?
It could be me and the way I blog or something else. Have your say!

QUICK TIP

If you're not fond of a person's religion, please do not act cruel towards them. Please respect them and their religion. Each religion teaches people to be kind to one another although in some parts of things, we are different but as humans, we are the same. Religion is a sensitive issue and shouldn't be made fun of or be looked down upon. Just because things are taught differently in different religions does not give us the right to look down upon other religion or people in that matter. Look towards everything, equally.

:)
Have a nice week everyone!

SEEK PROPER HELP

Everyone in the world faces problems. Whether they are big problems or small problems, they are still problems and should never be treated lightly. You can't expect everyone to understand your problems because let us all be sincere about this, the only person who knows your problems the most is yourself and God if you hold on to a belief. If a person says they understand you perfectly, they may only understand it how they think it would be but to fully understand? Only you know what it is like.

If you told someone to try and feel what you felt if they were in your shoes, yes everyone would feel sympathy for you and everyone would feel sorry for you but don't ever tell a person your problems are worse than theirs or talk as if it were. They can understand up to a point where you can explain but you can never expect everyone to treat you with kindness and special treatment because it would be unfair to every other person out there. Unless you suffer from a mental illness or illnesses in general, it's understandable. It is enough that people make each other feel shit because of their lack of understanding towards each other. No two people will fully understand each other and you can't expect people to make time to think about the problems you go through because people have their own. To resolve it, is to talk about it with people such as counsellor's, teachers, psychiatrists, parents but with friends it is only a 50/50 understanding because they have their own problems to deal with.

Everyone has a bloody weakness, including me. Everyone has a problem, including me but the patience to understand another person is tougher than how it seems and it would be good enough not to boast your problems to the world as if they were bigger than anyone else's because everyone's problems are a big issue and with that, everyone should tolerate each other. If a problem occurs, seek help, not spread hate and dissatisfaction because it will only break other people and more problems will keep adding.

Stop spreading the hate problems and start loving. Seek help when a problem occurs.