All my life I could forgive you for hurting me with your words but now I feel like there is no more forgiveness to give because you simply assume that I will forgive you when I actually I haven't, because you've hurt me too much. You called me bad things through text messages, you called me a fake, you called me like I'm some kind of dumb kid, you called me "biadap, kurang ajar" and so many more. How do you think I feel when you called me that?
It really cut me up inside and I'm still very hurt and you know what, I can't believe you are my flesh and blood and I can't forgive you for hurting me too much this time.
You think you know me but genuinely you don't because you never took the time to know me because you were busy with other people in your life, people who didn't matter as much. I know who I am and I know I am not perfect and maybe I do tell lies sometimes but I've never hurt anybody as much as you did. I've never hurt you as much as you've hurt me. You're too caught up in material things and people who don't actually care about you. When the people who care about you, you leave them and you seem as if you don't care about them. Don't ever say you care about us if you never show it. Don't ever say sorry if you never show it or mean it.
I know who I am to you and that is a piece of crap right. I only bring problems in your life so maybe if you have problems then you should NEVER EVER come to me for help.
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